Catch  me if you can , I  contiune  to  say  , For mine mind and thoughts  are somewhere  else.  She  captured  me  on  a  cloud  of  beauty , A cloud  of  understanding ,   But , she  caught  me  with  her  being  her.  To  focus , on  another  woman  would  be  unjust.  Because,  sometimes  a  star  will  shine  on  you.  Sometimes  her  eyes  ,i  get   lost  within  the  lines  that  separate  the  light  from  darkness, and find myself  intrapped  in  the  bond  of  our  souls.  catch  me  if  you  can.  catch  me  if  you  can  ,  even  i  tell  myself  after  i  get  lost  inlove.   bgz        

I   sometimes  have  people  asking  me  am i an  artist  ?  I  wish  sometimes  it the other  way,  but  i guess   its  a  blessing 
        because  it  just  makes  me  try harder .     

                                       She  stood there with  her hair,  flowing  down the  small of her back as the wind
                                       blew slowly  through  her  brown  locks,  that  covered  her  face.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          
                                      I  called  out  her  name  , but  she  couldn't  hear  me  for  she  was  locked  inside  my  mind.
                                          My  tears  created  rain  drops  that  almost  drown  her,  inside  my  head.  I  wanted  to  hold  her  
                                       until  the  world  clasped  and  destroyed  my  thoughts,  and  she  nor  I  ............  existed  anymore.  
                                      I  pray  every  night  that  I  slip  into  a  deep  sleep,  so  I  can  finally  hold  her  in  my  arms,  
                                       to  truly  smell  the  way  the  rose  essence  lingers  throughout  her  hair.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               I  want  to  be  able  to  stroke  the  hair  from  her  face  so  I b can  see  if  she's  happy  or  sad
                                       underneathe  those  long   brown  locks.  To  kiss  her  lips,  with  gentlness  and  taste  the  sweet
                                       nectar  that  flows  from  them.  I  pray  to  slip  into  a deep  sleep.  For  she  is  my  reality.

 Have  you  ever  walked  down  the street, with  the  love  of your  life and people just  stare  because you  were different  in color?  iF  YOU  COULD READ  their  minds, what  would  they say?  In todays  society , we  feel  things have changed  for the better , but  truly  it hasn't ;  they  just  don't  speak out loud.  Small smiles  run  from their  face , but  hateful  thougths  ozze  from their minds, without words. (I can't believe  her/him for being out here  like that , I wonder  what  their  parents  think?  Really its  not  your business, but they still  choose  to  speak out   in their minds, which thats more dangerous  than anything.  Are  we  still  forced to live in the dark ages ,  because of  closed  minded people ?  They  say america  is  the land of :  freedom  of speech,   the land of understanding , the land of  opportunity,  the land of  freedom,  so  what  about  the land to  love  whom ever  you  choose  regardless  of  your  race?  You have your  childern  afraid  to express  their  feelings,  because  if they  do ; then  lose their  inhertiance  or  worst.  If  you  loved  your  child  allow them  to  be  themselves.  Whats or  wrong  is  not  your  judgement, whom  are  you  to make  those  judgements?  Do  feel  your  going  to heaven?  My  question is how ?  when god  loves  everyone , because  he  createred  you .   HE/SHE  doesn't  pass judgement  on  color , because  he/she  is  all  colors.  Money or  monetary  value  can't  get    you  into  heaven or  get  you  to  the  next  level . My  thing is don't  place  doom on  them  before  they  have  a chance.  Love  has no color,  and it  shouldn't  have  monetary value  neither.  The  world  is  already   confused  enough , don't   confuse  your  childern, because  of   your  hate.  Color  is  not  a  disease ,  but  society  is.  don't  be  the  problem , just  try  to be  apart  of  solution.                                              

•    Socitey   places  a  window  of   slience   of   internracial  relationships,  we  are  afraid  of   allowing the  world   to  grow. Because  of  the  unchanging ways, of  the  pass.   My  girlfriend  and  I are  trapped  in the  light   of   ungrowing  society,  the  slient  replies  of  the  people  around  us  are  nothing  but  lack  of  knowledge.  I ask  who  are  they  to  judge  us  for  trying  to  find  our  own  way?  especially when  they  haven't  found  theirs  , for  bindiness keeps them trapped in their own mind. Socitey , always   finds  something or  somehow  to control  you  and your likes and dislikes . they said  america is the land of freedom of speech,  the land of understanding , the  land  of  open minds,  but  yet  they  still  choose  to  speak  out  mentally or  virbally.  With  the  freedom  of  speech  act ,  why  not  add  the  freedom to love or  be  in love  with  anyone  of a  different  race?  without  eyebrows  rising  when  ever  they  see  an interracial  couple  walking  down  the  street?  We  all  would  like  to  go to  heaven  but  how  are  you  going  to  heaven  when  you  can't  get  over  your  hate  of  what  you  don't  understand. God  is  of all  colors , he is created  of all colors, not  just  one .  dont  let  hate  keep  you  out  of  heaven  because,  how  can you  love  everything : like  money,  the magic love of  making,  the  love of  ones  self,  but  most  of  all  the  love  of  the  creater. So , how  can  you  love  god  and  not  love  your  fellow  man/woman?  Why  place  fear  in your  children, if  they  fall inlove  with  someone  outside  their  race? Hate will  not  get  you  into  heaven. Taking them  out  of the  will  is  a control  issue .  money  will  not  save their  soul, and it  will not  save  your neither.  Release , your childerns mind, and  heart so  they  may  enjoy  some of  what your afraid to .